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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

Message from the Editor

Hey, sorry I've been so busy. I feel really bad. I forgot all about this site. I know I've made alot of empty promises to everyone, and I truly am sorry. I will get this site to be the best, and I will update more frequently. Sorry to keep all of you guys waiting. I feel really bad. I hope you enjoy the quotes! Comment & Subscribeee =)

 

 

__when i see you with her it brings tears to my eyes
i always thought you'd be ( ( right here by my side ) )
<3 through thick and  thin,  helping  each other out <3
i thought we were in love, without a doubt . . . . .  / / /
but now that you're gone, i realize it must not be true
because you're with her, and i must be
old news

/// I’ll put a wall around my heart
/// And wont let anyone in
/// 'Cause my heart will wait forever to be with you again

_____________xO«-_____________
its like takin me to the talleSt mountain
and showin me  the  world and sayin
' thAts . wHat . yOu . c a n ` t . have '

I'll always remember every word he said that broke my heart...

you will never know true pain
until u look into the eyes of some one you love
and they look away.

You can love [( anyone )] in the [( world )]
The  [( problem )]  is _____ so can [( he )]

|| If I had the power to take my heart right out of my chest and show you how many pieces you broke it into, would that at least ruin your day? ||

[[[ don't say you love me
        just so you can hit it,
    don't think you can pimp me
        'cause you'll lose me in a minute.
]]]

                                                                     . . .a kiss
                                                                      [ C  A N ]
                                                                      beautify-
                                                                      the heart
                                                                      SOUL  &
                                                                      thoughts

&as you left and said your goodbyes,
you forgot to tell my heart how to live without you.

i miss you a little, i guess you could say...
  ...a little too much...
  ...a little too often...
  ...a little more every day...

i'm just a girl...
  standing in front of a boy...
      asking him to love her.

you've never really LiVED until you found someone worth DYiNG for

i blame myself for everything that went wrong..

Listen to your love even if they don't say a word. You'll be surprised at what you hear.

*love is looking into his eyes....and without him telling me, knowing he's absolutely in love with me.

*i dont care who tells you they love you....i dont care how much they think they do....never in a million years, would they ever go through the things i'd go through for you....

Advice is what we ask for when we already know the answer , but wish we didn't ..

Never argue with an idiot. They'll drag you down to their level then beat you with experience.

You only live once . but if you live it right, once is enough.

Never say I love you, if it isn't really there
Never talk about feelings, if you really don't care
Never hold my hand, if you're gonna break my heart
Never say you are gonna, if you don't plan to start
Never look into my eyes and all you do is lie
Never say hello if you really mean goodbye
If you really mean forever, Then please say you'll try ..
Never say forever.. Because forever makes me cry...

A girl asked a boy if she was pretty, he said "No". She asked him if he wanted to be with her forever, he said "No". Then she asked him if he would cry if she walked away, he said "No". She had heard enough; she needed to leave. As she walked away he grabbed her arm and told her to stay. He said "you are not pretty, you are beautiful. I don`t want to be with you forever, I need to be with you forever. And I wouldn't cry if you walked away, I would die."

Give me a kiss, give me the world, give me your heart, I'll be your girl, give me your smile, give me your time, give me your love, I'll give you mine.

*:.It's hard to tell your mind to stop lovin someone when your heart still does... .:*:.

.:. love is when you dont want to go to sleep because reality is better than a dream.:.

If I were a tear in your eye, I would run down your cheeks and die on your lips. If you were a tear in my eye, I would never cry in fear if losing you.

I climbed the door and shut the stairs, I sayed my pajamas and put on my prayers, I shut off my sheets and got under the light and all because you kissed me good night

Although you may not love me, although you may not care, if you should ever need me, you know I'll always be there. Your heart may not be broken, Your heart my not be free, but if you ever need someone, you can always count on me

Don't settle for the one you can live with, wait for the one you can't live without.

Love isn't finding the perfect person, it is finding the imperfect person and seeing how they are perfect.

It's OK to kiss a fool It's OK to let a fool kiss you
But NEVER let a kiss fool you.....

If you love someone put their name in a circle instead of a heart, because hearts can break but circles go on forever. (anonymous)

I hated the rain until I danced with you, then like the rain, I fell for you.

You never truly love someone until it kills you to see them hurting.

I'm asking the stars above, how will I ever win your love? What do I do, what do I say, to turn your angel eyes my way?

The first time you loved me I said no,the second time you had to go, the third time you loved me you begged please, and finaly the fourth time you loved me you said it with a ring in your hand and down on one knee

Roses are Red
Violets are Blue
Who cares what color the flower is
as long as it's from you

I must be in love with an angel because there is nothing like you on earth!

to love is one thing, to be loved is anotha...but to be loved by the one u love is EVERYTHING!

you dont have to be perfect to be loved.©
but i guess he E X P E C T S me to be

Once in awhile,
Right in the middle of an orinary life,
Love gives you a fairy tale...

just to be w/ you id do anything...

Every long lost dream lead me to where you are,Others who broke my heart...they are like northern stars...pointing me on my way into your loving arms...This much I know is true...God blessed the broken road that lead me straight to you!!!!

Nothing feels better than letting go..

have you ever cryed so much that you couldnt cry anynmore?

a million words wouldnt bring you back ,
i know because i've tried
neither would a million tears,
i know because ive cried

its sad to think youll *n e v e r*
b mine but it's sadder 2 realize
i -k n e w- this the (h o l e) time

--BOY: i SAW HER TODAY
GiRL: i SAW HiM TODAY
--BOY: iT SEEMS LiKE iT`S BEEN FOREVER
GiRL: i WONDER iF HE STiLL CARES
--BOY: SHE LOOKS BETTER THEN BEFORE
GiRL: i COULDN`T STOP STARiNG AT HiM
--BOY: i ASKED HER HOW THiNGS WERE GOiNG
GiRL: i ASKED ABOUT HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
--BOY: i`D CHOOSE HER OVER ANY GiRL i`M WiTH
GiRL: HE`S PROBABLY REALLY HAPPY RiGHT NOW
--BOY: i COULDN`T LOOK AT HER WiTHOUT STARTiNG TO CRY
GiRL: HE COULDN`T EVEN LOOK AT ME
--BOY: i TOLD HER i MiSS HER
GiRL: HE DOESN`T MEAN iT
--BOY: i MEANT iT
GiRL: HE DiDN`T MEAN iT
--BOY: i LOVE HER
GiRL: HE LOVES HiS NEW GiRLFRiEND
--BOY: i HELD HER FOR THE LAST TiME
GiRL: HE GAVE ME A FRiENDLY HUG
--BOY: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
GiRL: THEN i WENT HOME AND CRiED
--BOY: i LOST HER
GiRL: i LOVE HiM


Monday, February 06, 2006

Message from the Editor:
Sorry for the delay in gathering your quotes. I've been so busy with so much homework and my boyfriend and friends and so much of just everything. I'm sorry! I will get this site in top shape. I promise <3
Comments? Subscriptions? Please?

 

Friendship Quotes.

 

[1] A friend is someone who can see the truth and pain in your eyes, even when you are fooling everyone else.

[2] A true friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and will sing it back to you if you forgotten the words.

[3] True friends try to lift each other, help one another aim for worthy goals and make the right desicion. This means you must choose your friends wisely, and guide them wisely. Because being a friend doesn't always mean saying, doing, or advising the things your friend wants you to. It means telling the truth, giving the right advice, even tho you know it might hurt a little. A true friend is the one who speaks from the heart, and stays to comfort if the truth hurts

[4] I hate knowing we've changed. I miss you so much. It tears me up knowing you don't look at me as the best friend i used to be to you. But no matter what, you'll always be mine.

[5] Written with a pen. Sealed with a kiss. If you are my friend, please answer this : Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, so I can say, I am here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, you're the ones I won't forget. & if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven and wait for you.

[6] Friendships just a word -- but my friends give it meaning.

[7] Friends are those rare people who ask how you are,
     and then wait to hear the answer.

[8] When you're down and troubled and you need a helping hand, just call out my name and you know wherever I am, I'll come running. You've got a friend.

[9] Good friends are like stars. 
      You don't always see them,
      but you know they are always there.

[10] Through good times and bad after all we've been through,
       During the moments I had nothing, I always had you,
       From disputes of unhappiness, between laughter and tears, 
       Spreading smiles while conquering fears.
       No one could ever replace the space in my heart for you,
       I know we will always stay tight and true. 
       Best friends for always I'll keep you close at heart
       Even through the years we'll never grow apart

[11] See the picture? Wipe off the dust... 
       look at the frame it is starting to rust
       remember the times we had together?
       what happened to best friends forever?

[12] You may forget the friends you laughed with,
       but you'll never forget the friends you cried with.

[13] When shit goes down and sides are taken
       You find out who was real
       And who was all along... faking...

[14] Sometimes i feel like i cant make it
       Times get tough and I just cant take it
       Sometimes i feel like i wont make it through 
       Thats when i thank God for a best friend like you

[15] True friendship could make it through anything..
       [ because its strong enough to last forever ]

[16] A true friend understands you
       even when your thoughts aren't fitting into words.

[17] Sometimes your closest friends end up
       hurting you more then your worst enemies ever could.

[18] Don't feel sorry for the girl with one true friend... envy her. feel sorry for the girl with just a thousand acquaintences.

[19] Theres a small number of people who
       ask how im doing & actually stop to listen

[20] To realize the value of one friend
       ask someone who fought and lost theirs

[21] Best friends never tell each other
       their best friends, they just know.

[22] Some friends will ask you why you’re crying 
       but best friends will know exactly why 
       and then go kick his ass

[23] The best memories are the ones you can`t explain --
       you just had to be there

[24] A friend will call you when you’re sick but
       a best friend will come over.
       They have all your germs already anyways.

[25] Its not about who you've known the longest --
       its about who came and never left your side..

[26] Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, 
       and impossible to forget

[27] Remind me to never judge how 
       well I kno a person, because the one 
       person i thought i knew best, 
       I dont even know anymore

[28] Its hard to trust anyone, when everyone
       ends up letting you down in the end...

[29] We all take different paths in life,
       but no matter where we go,
       we take a little of each other
       everywhere.

[30] It doesn't really matter how many friends you have
       or who you've known the longest...
       all that matters is who came and never left your side

[31] A memory lasts forever, never does it die.
       True friends stay together and never say goodbye.

[32] Your real friends see the tears
       before they fall from your eyes.

[33] Its the most amazing thing when two strangers become the best of friends, but its the saddest thing when the best of friends become complete strangers..

[34] That my heart has been torn out and all they do is just live their lives like they always have? They don't even take the time to ask how I am or what I'm doing anymore ... everyone just seems to be slipping away and all I can do is wonder why. It's a shame -- the people you thought were your 'best friends' get their own lives, and they don't even notice how yours has been torn apart.

[35] me without my girls // now thats insane...
       thats like a crackhead without his cocain!!!

[36] A best friend is someone who is always there for you. Someone who won't lie to you & you can trust. Someone who is like a sister to you & who knows everything about you & still loves you for the friggin' nerdy ass loser you are.

[37] Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesnt crack
       Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces

[38] I look at all the pictures of the past... thinking of how the years went by so fast... the dances, the parties, the pictures, the laughs, the shoulders to cry on and the cute photographs. The friendships you make come and go... but theres always those few you'll always know. Now as we go our separate ways, i know i'll always remember these days.

[39] The only difference between your friends and your enemies
       is that you know who your enemies are.

[40] Isnt it funny how one minute somebody can act like your best friend then the next minute stab you in the back?

[41] i always knew looking back on the tears would make me laugh, but i didnt know that looking back on the laughs would make me cry.

[42] You wanna know who your true friends are?
       Screw up and see who's still there.

[43] Everyone knows how to keep their mouth shut
       Some just dont know when.

[44] I hope you're happy with your
       "new best friends" you won't even
        admit to them that we were once
        best friends..was I really that bad
        to hang out with?

[45] I thought you were my best friend
       I thought we were friends till the end
       I thought you would always be there for me- in rain or shine
       I thought you'd be there all the time
       I thought you were my real true friend
       But I guess I was wrong.

[46] Let's face it... we've changed. We all changed. Somewhere between summer ending and school starting, we've all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken, friends diminished, new love started and new people came into our lives. We no longer spend all of our time in our circle of friends, we no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We've changed -- some for the better, some for the worse. Some of us are finding love and others are trying to let go. Even though we've changed, we all know that even though we're all finding our own place in the world, that when we find out love, when we let go of a love, when the tears fall, or the happy smile spreads across our face... we'll come to each other because no matter where this crazy world takes us and no matter what happens, nothing will ever change so much to the point that we're not all friends forever.

[47] Nothing hurts more than realizing two people
       who were once so close > barely speak a word anymore.

[48] I want it to be how it use to be. I miss how we use to hang out. How our phone calls were pointless but fun. I miss those long walks when we would just talk about life. I miss those pictures and how they were so crazy. Yeah, I still look at those everyday... hoping we could go back and be those two girls that people could never separate. We were like sisters... and there's no doubt in my mind that we could go back to being best friends forever. Don't get me wrong... when I hear your name I will always say "yeah.. shes my best friend"... its the thought that comes to my mind... and the scariest thought ever is thinking that we would stop being friends. i love you and miss you.. and i promise we can go back to normal. you'll always come first in my book.. and when i hear your name.. crazy thoughts, and all the fun times we've had will always flash through..you're my best friend.. and I can't imagine me without you.

[49] A best friend is the one who sees you .. when everyone is too caught up in their own world to notice you standing there.

[50] Our memories, laughs & friendship will last forever....

[51] Your friend today can be your enemy tomorrow.

[52] The thought of us not being friends is scary.
       but we’re both changing...
       we don’t have much in common anymore.
       we’re trying to make it work....
       but I doubt things will ever be the same

[53] people say good friends are hard to find....
       that's cause the BEST are already mine.

[54] Always remember, I’m here when you need me. Always remember, I’m just a call away. But more importantly, always remember that I love you. I know we’re not friends anymore, but if you ever need a shoulder to cry on -- I’m here.

[55] You told me you'd always be there when I needed you.
       Well....where are you now?

[56] & unlike barbie, me and my girls are not sold sepreately

[57] & no matter where life leads you --
       i'll always be the one right by your side

[58] You wanna know how i survive?
       take a look whos by my side..

[59] Its not about the ones who act true to your face...
       its about the ones who remain true behind your back

[60] False friends are like our shadow,
       keeping close to us while we walk in the sunshine
       but leaving us when we cross into the shade

[61] & we sat there, on the school bench, laughing and joking. & It was that moment when I realized, this is it. This is the last time we’ll ever be together, sitting in our group of friendship. But I knew, even though we wouldn't be together in person, we’d always be together in heart.

[62] You never know how much you need your friends in life until you look back over the rope and realize how many knots they've tied to keep you from slipping.

[63] God made family to comfort,
       but he made friends to understand.

[64] a stranger will stab you in the front
       a boyfriend will stab you in the heart
       a friend will stab you in the back 
       but best friends dont carry knives

[65] even though we live hundreds of miles apart, i can simply pick up the phone and know you're still there for me.

[66] Listen to your friends when they
       tell you he's a bad thing. Because
       they see what you refuse not to

[67] There will always be people
       you can't believe you were
       friends with

[68] you dont go to highschool to find your husband.. 
       .... you go to find your bridesmaids!

[69] the list just keeps getting
       shorter and shorter
       and theres fakes around
       every corner.

[70] I feel like I owe you everything because
       you were there when I had nothing.

[71] they got me smiling even when it hurts.
       nothing exactly measures to what my
       [ BEST FRIENDS ] are truely worth

[72] You're the best friend I've ever had
       but when I look in your eyes, I'm
       not sure friendship is all I see

[73] To be honest with you, I don't have the words to make you feel better. But I do have the arms to give you a hug, ears to listen to whatever you want to talk about, and I have a heart; a heart that's aching to see you smile again.

[74] its becoming so clear to her now
       her friends are imposters & fakes

[75] I was the one who said that "things" change
       and you were the one to prove it

[76] I look at all the pictures of the past thinking of how the years went by so fast. The dances, the parties, and the laughs. The shoulders to cry on, and cute photographs of the people I've known since way back when. The new kids came every year; now and then the friendships you make come and go. But there's always those few you'll always know. Now as we go our separate ways, I know I'll always remember these days.

[77] i dont make promises i cant fufill
       so when i say that i'll be there
       some way, some how, i will

[78] Fun ((unstoppable))
       Trouble ((we created it))
       Laughter ((neverending))
       Bond ((unbreakable))
       . · ´ ¯ `· - » My Girls

[79] its funny how the friends that hurt you the most
       are the ones that "swore" they never would..

[80] A friend is someone who has the
       courage to tell you when you're wrong..

[81] Best friends are truely life's treasures.
      Sometimes they know us better then we know
      ourselves.. 

[82] Laughing our asses off. pillow fights.
       popcorn & scary movies. staying up late
       on school nights. makeovers & unending
       shopping sprees. nothing beats the times
       when my girls are with me! -BFF

[83] Even the shortest visit with a friend
       can make the longest-lasting memories.

[84] 100 memories
       200 jokes
       300 great times
       400 secrets

       1 reason
... BESTFRIENDS

[85] a friend can tell youu the things
       you don`t want to tell yourself

[86] Friends last. Boyfriends dont.

[87] Nothing compares to the stomach ache you 
       get from laughing too hard with your bestfriends

[88] kodak dont have enough moments to capture 
       all the trouble we've caused

[89] Our inside jokes? way too many to name 
       when were apart its not the same 
       when were together we have nothing but fun 
       as for replacing you girls? it simply cant be done...

[90] Best friend is ten letters.. 
       but then again..so is lying bitch.

[91] because once upon a time, we we're best friends.
       & yes, theres been a lot of bad stuff in between `
       but none of that matters right now, okay? you need
       me, im there. anytime, any place, anywhere.

[92] All the good times we had together
       all the laughs we shared went to waste.

[93] Nothing compares to the stomach ache you get 
       from laughing too hard with your bestfriends

[94] BEST FRiEND --» the person that no matter how long
       it`s been since you`ve talked or seen each other, we
       can call each other no matter the time of day & pick
       up where we left off.

[95] Friends are the ones who are supposed to take 
       the knife out of your back.... not put on there!

[96] Friends are there to help you through the rough times
       not to put you through them!

[97] BESTFRIENDS
       are like good bras ..
       -hard to find
       -supportive
       -comfortable
       -always lifts you up
       -never lets you down or leaves you hanging
       -makes you look better
       & always is close to the heart ..

[98] && all those nights we stayed on the phone
       until we couldn`t keep our eyes open..  
       thanks for never hanging up

[99] a lot of laughs, and a lot of tears.
       sharing our dreams & comforting our fears
       talking for endless hours on the phone
       always at each other's houses 
       because those are our second homes.
       we have somthing precious » it can never break or bend
       that's why i call you my everlasting best friend.

[100] Although we may have taken different 
         paths to reach the end, we’re right back 
         where we started – the very best of friends.

[101] A friend accecpts us as we are 
         yet helps us to be what we should.

[102] our friendship comes with one guarantee .. whatever 
         hapens to you - happens to me.

[103] doesn't it suck when you lose your bestfriend 
         and it hurts you so much yet she doesn't 
         seem to care?

[104] whenever you're lost look beind you
         becasue i'll be the dumbass lost with you

[105] its funny how the person you thought never cared 
         ends up being the one that helps you through

[106] Girls . Ladies . Sisters
         This is to the ones who
         have always been there
         when the world shut me out.

[107] she`s just a little too scared to get close to anyone..
         because everyone that said "i'll be there", left.

[108] Friendship doubles your joys, 
         and divides your sorrows.

[109] a friend will know by the sound of your 
         voice by the look on your face by the 
         way you walk by the things you do, exactly 
         what kind of day you`re having

[110] I live for the nights I'll never remember,
         with the friends I'll never forget

[111] I got your back no matter the situation 
         you my girls. no need for explanation.

[112] here’s to you, my best friend. just want 
         to say, that i miss having you around.

[113] who needs a boyfriend
         when i have my best friends?

[114] .. & these girls are my everything.

[115] in a world full of lies
         you girls are my only truths

[116] friends know your favorite color -
         best friends know why it`s your favorite.

[117] every girl needs a best friend
         to make her laugh, when she
         doesn`t even wanna smile

[118] You make the bad times good 
         and the good times so much better

[119] that`s the thing about friendship
         it can take you farther than you
         ever thought you`d go

[120] how can it be that two
         of the greatest friends in the
         world can go from being each
         others everything
to absolutely nothing?

[121] its the friends you can call
         at four A.M. that really matter

[122] best friends by heart, sisters by soul quiet & shy , hell no - try out of control* what would i be without my friends? - probably normal

[123] When you got a problem -- you know 
         I’m here for you.

[124] & i've finally found someone I can open up to

[125] best friend is someone who makes
         your problems their problems so you
         don't have to go through them alone.

[126] Stay true to yourself because there are
         very few people who will stay true to you.

[127] they say a best friend can help you with a broken heart 
         but what if your best friend is the one who broke it?

[128]  ...and slowly as the years go on ..
         you lose friends , you never thought you would

[129] your secrets are safe with me. just think of me as
         the pages to your diary.

[130] When you have your friends, you have everything...

[131] you're my best friend
         we'll be friends till the end
         you've always been there for me
         without you, i dont know where i'd be
         yeah, we get into stupid little fights
         but we usually make up the next night
         i know we'll be best friends for life

[132] Your in my heart without an end
         My Sister » My Girl » My Best Friend

[133] x MAYbe some friends aren't meant to be saved,
         maybe we are meant to spend a certain part of our life with
         certain people.. and then move on..

[134] Not even sisters have the bond that we got.

[135] it's ironic how best friends just slip
         and they become enemies so quick
         a few wrong words could cost everything

[136] Finding a friendship like ours is like
         nailing jello to a tree ... impossible

[137] 'Friends' A simple word isn't it? It's uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren't that, they're the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They're the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don't judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You're tied together by love for the other. Friendship is one of the greatest things in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life

[138] Our paths may drift apart but we'll 
         always be best friends at heart.


Sunday, January 08, 2006

Message from the Editor-
Okay. Sorry for not being on in a while. Things are busy around my house and it was hard to get on the computer for a while. But now I'm back, And I'll be updating more often with better stuff. If you have any suggestions, questions, or remarks about my site, you can IM me at xThePerfectLiexo or just leave a comment. Here are some stories I found for you. Enjoy! =)

----Story 1
Peter and Tina are sitting in the park doing nothing, but just gazing into the sky, while all their friends are having fun with their beloved half.

Tina: I'm so bored. Just wish I have a boyfriend now to spend time with.
Peter: I guess we're the only leftovers. We're the only person who isn't with a date now. (both sigh n silence for a while)
Tina: I think I have a good idea. Lets play a game
Peter: Eh? What game?
Tina: Eem..It's quite simple. You be my boyfriend for 100 days and I'll be your girlfriend for 100 days. what do you think?
Peter: Oookay..Anyway I don't have any plan for the next few months.
Tina: You sound like you aren't looking forward to it at all. Cheer up. Today will be our first day and our first date. Where should we go?
Peter: What about a movie? I heard that there is a really great movie in theater now.
Tina: Seems like I don't have any better idea than this. Lets move. (went to watch their movies and sent each other home)

Day 2:

Peter and Tina went to a concert together, and Peter bought Tina a keychain with a star.

Day 3:

They went shopping together for a friend's birthday present. Share an ice-cream together and hugged each other for the first time.

Day 7:

Peter drove Tina up onto a mountain and they watch the sunset together. When the night came and the moon glowed, they said sat on the grass gazing at the stars together. A meteor passed by. Tina mumbled something.

Day 25:

Spend time at a themepark and got onto rollercoasters, and ate hotdogs and cotton candy. Peter and Tina got in the haunted house and Tina grabbed someone's hand instead of Peter's hand by accident. They laughed together for a while.

Day 67:

They drove pass a circus and decided to get in to watch the show. The midget asked Tina to play a part as his assistant in the magic show. Went around to see other entertainments around after the show. Came to a fortune teller and she just said "Treasure every moment from now on" and a tear rolled down the fortune teller's cheek.

Day 84:

Tina suggested that they go to the beach. The beach wasn't so crowded that day. They have their first kiss with each other just as the sun is setting.

Day 99:

They decided to have a simple day and is deciding to have a walk around the city. They sits down onto a bench.

1:23 pm

Tina: I'm thirsty. Lets rest for a while first.
Peter: Wait here while I go buy some drinks. What would you like?
Tina: Eem...Apple juice will be just fine.

1:43 pm

Tina waiting for about 20 minutes and Peter havent return. Then someone walked up to her.
Stranger: Is your name Tina?
Tina: Yes, and may I help you?
Stranger: Just now down there on the street a drunk driver has crashed into a guy. I think its your friend.
Tina ran over to the spot with the stranger and sees Peter lying on the floor with blood over his face and her apple juice still in his hands. The ambulance came and she went to the hospital with Peter. Tina sat outside the emergency room for five and a half hours. The doctor came out, and he sigh.

11:51 pm

Doctor: I'm sorry, but we did the best we could. He is still breathing now but God would take him away from us very soon. We found this letter inside his pocket.

The doctor hands over the letter to Tina and she goes into the room to see Peter. He look weak but peaceful. Tina read the letter and then she burst into tears. Here is what the letter said.

Tina, our 100 days is almost over. I had fun with you during all these days. Although you may be greedy sometimes and less thoughtful, but these all brought happiness into my life. I have realize that you are a really cute girl and blamed myself for never taken the time to knowing that. I have nothing much to ask for, but I just wish that we can extend the day. I want to be your boyfriend forever and wish that you can be beside me all the time. Tina, I love you.

11:58

Tina : (sobbing) Peter. Did you know what was the wish I made on the night there was a meteor. I asked God to let us last forever. We were suppose to last 100 days so Peter! You can't leave me! I love, but can you come back to me now? I love you Peter.  I LOVE YOU.

As the clock struck twelve, Peter's heart stopped beating. It was the 100th day.

---Story 2

10th grade

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.

After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

11th grade

The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep.

She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Senior year

The day before prom she walked to my locker. "My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step! I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Graduation Day

A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

A Few Years Later

Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn`t see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.

Funeral

Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read:

I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me!

I wish I did too... I thought to my self, and I cried

---Story 3

Sophie's face faded into the gray winter light of the sitting room. She dozed in the armchair that Joe had bought for her on their fortieth anniversary. The room was warm and quiet. Outside it was snowing lightly.

At a quarter past one the mailman turned the corner onto Allen Street. He was behind on his route, not because of the snow, but because it was Valentine's Day and there was more mail than usual. He passed Sophie's house without looking up. Twenty minutes later he climbed back into his truck and drove off.

Sophie stirred when she heard the mail truck pull away, then took off her glasses and wipe her mouth and eyes with the handkerchief she always carried in her sleeve. She pushed herself up using the arm of the chair for support, straightened slowly and smoothed the lap of her dark green housedress.

Her slippers made a soft, shuffling sound on the bare floor as she walked to the kitchen. She stopped at the sink to wah the two dishes she had left on the counter after lunch. Then she filled a plastic cup halfway with water and took her pills. It was one forty-five.

There was a rocker in the sitting room by the front window. Sophie eased herself into it. In a half-hour the children would be passing by on their way home from school. Sophie waited, rocking and watching the snow.

The boys came first, as always, runnng and calling out things Sophie could not hear. Today they were making snowball as they went, throwing them at one another. One snowball missed and smackd hard into Sophie's window. She jerked backward, and the rocker slipped off the edge of her oval rag rug.

The girl dilly-dallied after the boys, in twos and threes, cupping their mittened hands over their mouths and giggling. Sophie wonder if they were telling each other about the valentines they had received at school. One pretty girl with long brown hair stopped and pointed to her face behind the drapes, suddenly self-consious.

When she looked out again, the boys and girls were gone. It was cold by the window, but she stayed there watching the snow conver the children's footprints

A florist's truck turned onto Allen Street. Sophie followed it with her eyes. It was moving slowly. Twice it stopped and started again. Then the driver pulled up in front of Mrs. Mason's house next door and parked.Who would be sending Mrs. Mason flowers? Sophie wondered. Her daughter in Wisconsin? Or her brother? No, her brother was very ill. It was probably her daughter. How nice of her.

Flowers made Sophie think of Joe and, for a moment, she let the aching memory fill her. Tomorrow was the fifteenth. Eight months since his death.

The flower mans was knocking at Mrs. Mason's front door. He carried a long white and green box and a clipboard. No one seemed to be answering. Of course! It was Friday - Mrs. Mason quilted at the church on Friday afternoons. the delivery man looked around, then started toward Sophie's house.

Sophie shoved herself out of the rocker and stood close to the drapes. The man knocked. Her hands trembled as she straightened her hair. She reached her front hall on the third knock.

"Yes?" she said, peering around a slightly opened door. "Good afternoon, ma'am," the man said loudly. "Would you take a delivery for your neighbor?"

"Yes," Sophie answered, pulling the door wide open. "Where would you like me to put them?" the man asked politely as he strode in.

"In the kitchen, please. On the table." The man looked big to Sophie. She could hardly see his face between his green cap and full beard. Sophie was glad he left quickly, and she locked the door after him.

The box was as long as the kitchen table. Sophie drew near to it and bent over to read the lettering: "NATALIE'S Flowers for Every Occasion." The rich smell of roses engulfed her. She closed her eyes and took slower breaths, imagining yellow roses. Joe had always chosen yellow. "To my sunshine," he would say, presenting the extravagant bouquet. He would laugh delightedly, kiss her on the forehead, then take her hands in his and sing to her "You Are My Sunshine."

It's was five o'clock when Mrs. Mason knocked at Sophie's front door. Sophie was still at the kitchen table. The flower box was now open though, and she held the roses on her lap, swaying slightly and stroking the delicate yellow petals. Mrs. Mason knocked again, but Sophie did not hear her, and after several minutes the neighbour left.

Sophie rose a little while later, laying the flowers on the kitchen table. Her cheeks were flushed. She dragged a stepstool across the kitchen floor and lifted a white porcelain vase from the top corner cabinet. Using a drinking glass, she filled the vase with water, then tenderly arranged the roses and greens, and carried them into the sitting room.

She was smiling as she reached the middle of the room. She turned slightly and began to dip and twirl in small slow circles. She stepped lightly, gracefully, around the sitting room, into the kitchen, down the hall, back again. She danced till her knees grew weak, and then she dropped into the armchair and slept.

At a quarter past six, Sophie awoke with a start. Someone was knocking on the back door this time. It was Mrs. Mason.

"Hello, Sophie," Mrs. Mason said. "How are you? I knocked at five and was a little worried when you didn't come. Were you napping?" She chattered as she wiped her snowy boots on the welcome mat and stepped inside. "I just hate snow, don't you? The radio says we might have six inches by midnight, but you can never trust them, you know. Do you remember last winter when they predicted four inches, and we hand twenty-one? Twenty-one! And they said we'd have a mild winter this year. Ha! I don't think it's been over zero in weeks. Do you know my oil bill was $263 last month? For my little house!"

Sophie was only half-listening. She had remembered the roses suddenly and was turning hot with shame. The empty flower box was behind her on the kitchen table. What would she say to Mrs. Mason?

"I don't know how much longer I can keep paying the bills. If only Alfred, God bless him, had been as careful with money as your Joseph. Joseph! Oh, good heavens! I almost forgot about the roses." Sophie's cheeks burned. She began to stammer an apology, stepping aside to reveal the empty box.

"Oh, good," Mrs. Mason interrupted. "You put the roses in water. Then you saw the card. I hope it didn't startle your to see Joseph's handwriting. Joseph had asked me to bring yu the roses the first year, so I could explain for him. He didn't want to alarm you. His 'Rose Trust,' I think he called it. He arranged it with the florist last Apirl. Such a good man, your Joseph..."

But Sophie had stopped listening. Her heart was pounding as she picked up the small white envelope she had missed earlier. It had been lying beside the flower box all this time. With trembling hands, she removed the card.

"To my sunshine," it said. "I love you with all my heart. Try to be happy when you think of me. Love, Joe."

---Story 4

I had three friends. Eric, Cathlyn, Carol.
Eric was chased by all the girls in our high school.
Cathlyn was one of those popular girls. Cheerleader, sexy, and stylish.
Carol was just one of those plain and average girls .
Cathlyn and Carol were both totally crazy and wacko over Eric.
Cathlyn didn't have to do anything to attract Eric.
For she was already attractive enough.
Carol on the other hand, showered Eric which love and care.
Carol wasn't ugly at all.
In fact, she looked sweet and pleasant.
But she wasn't a cheerleader, she didn't were spaghetti-straps or tubes.
So like everyone expected, Eric chose Cathlyn.
For Carol was just one ordinary and plain girl.
While Cathlyn was labeled as the cool and attractive type.

Eric always insulted Carol
Telling her what a 'Plain Jane' she was.
And how dumb she looked.
Which obviously made Carol feel so hurt and useless.
That's life. Carol never gave up though.
She wanted to prove something to Eric.
She wanted to prove that looks aren't everything.
She studied hard, really hard.
She became the top girl, and all the guys who once ignored her, chased her.

Cathlyn broke up with Eric later.
For she had found a wealthier guy.
Eric felt so cheated, stupid and dumb.
He went to look for Carol.
He knelt on his knees, and said.
"Carol, please forgive me. Do you want to be my girlfriend?"
Carol rejected him, much to everyone's surprise.
She only uttered these words.
"You've suffered a great loss, so I don't want you to face another one"

Eric felt disappointed.
He didn't understand a word that she said to him.
But they became good friends.
Did everything together.
Eric began to change into someone better.
Because Carol showered him with the love he never experienced before.
His ex-girlfriends had never treated him that way.
They just accepted him for his looks.
But Carol accepted him for himself .
She changed him.
Carol continued putting a red rose into his locker everyday.
With the same words. She never forgot.


One day, Carol didn't turn up in school.
She didn't come for a week.
At first, Eric thought that she was on a vacation with her family.
Because she told him that she would be going Hawaii with them.
But one day. He received a call from the General Hospital.
Saying that Carol was about to die.


She had been suffering from cancer.
But Carol forbade them from telling him.
Because she didn't want Eric to worry about her.
But now that she was about to die.
She wanted to see Eric for the last time.
Eric rushed to the hospital.
When he saw how weak Carol was.
Tears began rushing down his cheeks.
He whispered.
"Why didn't you tell me earlier? Why did you hide this from me?"


She looked at him . And smiled weakly at him.
"When I said that I didn't want you to suffer from facing another loss, I meant this. I didn't want to tell you because I didn't want you to worry. I wanted to spend my last days with you cheerfully." Eric looked at her. "You can't leave me!" he said.
"What will I be without you?"
"You'll be who you are now. I will always be there by your side. Never forget that. Cherish those times. Live life happily. And one more thing."

"Yes?" "I love you" And she died. Eric screamed.
He still couldn't accept Carol's death.
He had only spent a month with Carol. A month. But Carol changed his life in a way.
A way that no one could ever explain. He regretted.
But he knew that Carol would always be keeping an eye on him from Heaven.

Sometimes We just don't appreciate those people who really care for us.
Until they leave us. Until we lose them. Then we regret.
Outer beauty doesn't matter; it's the inner one that counts.
It's better to tell someone how much you love them.
Rather than to not tell them and lose them without telling them.
You'll regret Love is. When we fight till the very last minute.
Just to show and tell someone how much we love them.

---Story 5
 have a boyfriend who grew up with me. His name is Jin. I always thought of him as a friend until last year, when we went to a trip from a club. I found that I fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, I took a step and confessed my love for him. And soon, we became a pair of lovers, but we loved each other in different ways. I always concentrated on him only, but by his side, there were so many other girls. To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…

Me : Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?
Jin : I can’t
Me : Why? You need to study at home?
I felt disappointment grabbing me.
Jin : No… I am going to meet a friend…

He was always like that. He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing. To him, I was just a girlfriend. The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth. Since I knew him, I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before. To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all. He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200 days… Everyday, before we say goodbye, he would just hand me a doll, everyday, without fail. I don’t know why… Then one day…

Me : Um, Jin, I …
Jin : What…don’t drag, just say..
Me : I love you.
Jin : you….um, just take this doll and go home.
That was how he ignored my ‘three words’ and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared, like he was running away.

The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one. There were many…

Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday. When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him, and stranded myself in my room, waiting for his call. But… lunch passed, dinner passed… and soon the sky was dark… he still didn’t call. It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2 am in the morning, he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep. He told me to come out of the house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me : Jin…
Jin : Here…take this…
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me : What’s this?
Jin : I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I’m going home now, bye.
Me : Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?
Jin : Today? Huh?
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday. He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.Then I shouted…
“Wait…”
Jin : You have something to say?
Me: Tell me, tell me you love me…
Jin : What?!
Me : Tell me
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left. “I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else.”
That was what he said. Then he ran off.

My legs felt numb… and I collapsed to the ground. He didn’t want to say it easily… How could he…. I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me… After that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying. He didn’t call me, although I was waiting. He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house. That’s how those dolls piled up in my room… everyday After a month, I got myself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that… I saw him on a street… with another girl… He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll… I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room, and tears fell… Why did he gave these to me… Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…In a fit of anger, I threw the dolls around. Then suddenly, the phone rang. It was him. He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house. I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end. Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin : Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?
I couldn’t help hating him, acting like nothing had happen and joking around. Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me : I don’t need it.
Jin : What….why…
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me : I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!! I don’t want to see a person like you again!
I spitted out all the words that were inside me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking. “I’m sorry” He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me : You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!!
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.


Then… Honk~ Honk~

With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.
“Jin! Move! Move away!” I shouted…

But he didn’t hear me, he squatted down and picked up the doll.

“Jin, move!” HONK~!! “Boom!”

That sound, so terrifying. That’s how he went away from me. That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him… And after spending two months like a crazy person… I took out the dolls. Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out. I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days… when we were in love… “One…two… three…” That was how… I started to count the dolls… “Four hundred and eighty four… four hundred and eighty five…” It all ended with 485 dolls. I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms. I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…

“I love you~, I love you~”

I dropped the dolls,shocked. “I….lo..ve…you??” I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. “I love you~ I love you~” It can’t be! I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side. “I love you~” “I love you~” “I love you~” Those words came out non-stop. I…love you… Why didn’t I realize that….That his heart was always by my side, protecting me. Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much… I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach, that was the last doll, the one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it. The voice came out, the on that I was missing so much…

“Jo…Do you know what today is? We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you…. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll, I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die… Jo… I love you…”

The tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked god, why do I only know about all this now? He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…

---Story 6

From the very Begining, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Saying that it has got to do with family background,& that the girl will have to suffer for the rest of her life if she were to be with him.

Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl love the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often cause the girl to be very upset. With that & the family's pressure, the girl often vent her anger on him. As for him, he only endure it in silence.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?" The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.

The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a car that lost control. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. She realized that she was badly injured. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice......

The doctors says that the impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down.

During the stay in hospital, besides silence cry.....it's still just silence cry that companied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the ringing tone of the phone. Which pierced into her heart everytime it rang. She does not wish to let the guy know. & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him saying that she does not wish to wait any longer. With that, she sent the ring back to him. In return, the guy sent millions & millions of reply, and countless of phonecalls.. all the girl could do, besides crying, is still crying....

The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & be happy. With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & started a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy.

One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him. A year has passed & her friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl was shattered. When she open the letter, she saw her name in it instead. When she was about to ask her friend what's going on, she saw the guy standing in front of her. He used sign language telling her "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger. The girl finally smiled.


Tuesday, December 27, 2005

i take a bow..
hear the applause?
my heart is broken
and you're the cause
i played your game
and it looks like you've won
congradulations..!
i hope you had fun

 

the thing i love about you, is that you make me laugh when nothing is funny...

 

When I tell you i *l.o.v.e*
you i dont say it out of habit
or to start a conversation
i say it..to remind you that your
the *b.e.s.t* thing that has ever happend to me

 

When you like a boy..all you wonder: does he like me? and when he FiNaLlY asks you out...all you do is wonder: when is he going o break my heart?

 

wat happends wen the end really is the end?

 

~Never thought I'd be in this place
It's someone else's life I'm living
Wish I were living a lie
The hardest part is when the bough breaks
Falling down and then forgiving
You didn't kiss me good-bye
I'm choking on the words I didn't get to say
And pray I get the chance one day
I still run, I still swing open the door
I still think, you'll be there like before
Doesn't everybody out there know to never come around
Some things a heart won't listen to
I'm still holding out for you~

the hardest part about losing your best friend is knowing tht u have no one else to turn to wen there gone and everything seems to be wrong...<3

 

you know what i want . just once
i want to be someones reason for
waking  up someones reason for ;
going  through another day , just `
one  time i  want  to  be  the   one
being  wished  for.  the one who '`
makes a guy say  im  so lucky to .
have her , to put it simply ; i want
to  mean to somebody  what  they
mean  they   m e a n   to  me  <3

he messes with my head `

because he knows he can

 

i wanna do exactly what

you did to me - -lead you

on . make you fall for me

. and just let you go   <3

  e f f o r t l e s s l y « - -

 

 

i finally found that one guy

who will catch me when ii

. . . . .    f    a    l    l    . . . . .

 

 

gimme a hint  - gimme a clue

what the futre hold for me & u

 

i`m sick && tired of waiting ; i`m over you      x3  ;
i`m done with you ; i liked you alot that was that
now your a friend and a boy who broke my heart

 

pretending was alot easier when we
were little because it was only
for a game & it wasnt to impress a guy

 

no one understands me
i wanna get away from
this place && run as far
as i can . the only one `
who can stop me is you

 

love is uncontrolable, you cant help who you like and once you like someone that feeling just doesn`t go away no matter how much you want it to go away and no matter how many time you tell yourself you don`t, you know deep down you do  <3

iF y0u likE s0me0ne 0ncE thAt fElLiNg juSt d0EsnT g0 awAy evEn iF y0u waNt iT t0
.. MY FELLiNGS i HAVE FOR YOU AREN'T AS STRONG BUT THEY'RE STiLL HERE ..

 

i always go for the guys i cant have.
and the ones i can have i dont want

 

I          <3
wanna
be the only
hand you
need to
hold on to

 

dont tell me if u like me
if u dont bcuz i mite..
be crazy + actually
[ b e l i e v e . i t * ]

 

does he lead me on witout even knowing
well you do every time i talk to you
i cant help it but i've fallen for you <3

 

frienDs are like glue beCause
tHey`re alwAys theRe to puT
you baCk toGether wHen yer
LiFe ------»» f a l L s . a P a r t

 

  0ur laughS aRe--»[LimitLeSs]
        0ur mem0rieS--»[c0untLeSs]
        0ur friendship--»[endLeSs]
   Love you girls with [ everything ] i got

 

fun times - making rhymes
l0ng talks - mile-long walks
party niights` - cake fights
dance routines - funny dreams
up all night - because of fright
xo xo xo until the end ox ox ox
w e` l l    b 3   b e s t f r i e n d s

 

he told me he liked me but do i actually believe ..
» q u e s t i o n a b l e «

 

hes absolutly «  p e r  . f e c t  » for me
hes the  o n e   i tell  a l l  my secerts to
hes the thing that make a bad day great

 

make-up .. tiqht clothes .. qood looks
.´ ¨ `. . .» 1st impressions mean alot
   urz betta b qood or they wont care

 

i nEveR knEw h0w muCh y0u mEaNt t0 mE
unTiL y0u wEre 0uTt 0f mY [ r E a c H * ] <33

 

you walk with him with a big smile on ur face
you sit there looking into his brite eyes
and he looks into yours
wen ur around him nothing else seems to matter
wen u first saw him u knew there was suttin between you two
you told yourself not to get to close bcuz
you dont wana get your  [ h e a r t x3 b r o k e n ]  agian

 

you can be yourself around him
he likes you for who you're
you could make a fool of yourself in
front of him + he'll still like you
you see a hotter guy then him +
your still crazy about him
that when you know hes a guy
.......*worth holding on to*.......

 

did anyone ever notice the ones
we [ hold.on'] to werent worth it
+ the ones that were we let slip'
...........thru were worth it*..........

 

 now i`ll write i love you down.
 the same number of times you`
 said it to me &i`ll shove all the
 pgs down your throat so you**
 can use them on the next girl.`*
  who   thinks   shes   your   <3 
 . . e n t i r e          w o r l d . .

 

×´¨) No One can ever promise you
¸.• that they w o n ' t hurt you
( Because it will happen at one point
`•. or another ; but the real promise
     ) is if the time you spent together
¸.•´ will be w o r t h all the pain
`•.
(¸.•*¨`» i n- t h e- e n d

 

f0lL0w y0ur drEamSz
f0lL0w y0ur hEarTt '
juSz d0nT f0rgEt mEe
i N   a l L    0 f    i T t

 

Somethings take a few weeks to get over
Somethings are one night flings
Somethings takes years
Somethings you never get over

Im sry that i gave up everything i had for you...and im sorry that i loved you

 

i never thought tht i cld love a man soo much....<3

 

Once you find that perfect guy,
you higher your standards, so when
no one else
meets them. that's why
you're still single
.


 

you treated me like i was your world, like there was no one else but me..and now that it's over and done, you still look at me the same way, so that must mean somthing.

 

I used to believe in forever,
but forever's too good
to be true.


 

She wanted to move on, but how could she do
that and still stay by your side
? Because to be your
friend, part of herself she'll have to hide
.

 

::whY dO we puSh
*aWay thE guYs tHat*
try:: ::tO maKe us smiLe..?
*but fiGht sO haRd*
::foR the guyS whO
mAke us crY::

 

B0Y :: why don't you like me?
GiRl :: i do like you .. it's just ...
B0Y :: just .. what?
GiRl :: i'm so afraid to fall again.
B0Y :: this is different..
GiRl :: how is this any different?!?
B0Y :: because this time .... i'll catch you

 

Are you really what he wants?--Or are you just a replacement of what he can't have?</3

 

no one knows how much she
secretly cries ; they just can`t
tell shes [ dying inside ]

 

a best friend is someone who
can make you have the best '*
day of your life* even if y o u *
are having t h e* w o r s t <3

 

Girls.Ladies.Sisters
This is to the ones who
have always been there
when the world shut me out.
This is to the ones who cared.
Memories.Tears.Phone Calls
Nonone can replace the times we've had.
and what we have been through.
I Love you.Best Friends.Forever<3

 

You always could make me laugh, you listened to my pain...
you turned my nights into sunshine, when my days had often been rain.

 

I live for the nights*I'll never remeber
With the friends*I'll never forget.<3x0x

 

I wrote your name on a piece of paper, but by accident I threw it away I wrote your name on my hand, but it washed away. I wrote your name in the sand, but the waves whispered it away. I wrote your name in my heart, and forever it will stay.

 

-*Trickz get tricked*-
-*Playaz get played*-
-*So be a pimpette*-
-*Cuz pimpettes get laid!*-

 

I cried today - not because'
I missed you or even / /
wanted you . but because
I FiNALLY REALIZED ------»
I ` m g o n n a b e o k a y

 

sometimes ..
you're afraid to become a couple because
you are afraid of losing
what you already have with each other
but LiFe is all about RiSkS
and it ReQuiReS you to JuMp
don’t be a person who has to ..


 

<<--LoOk BaCk
& wOnDeR wHaT tHeY HaVe
oR eVeN cOuLd oF HaD..
n o _ o N e _ W a i T s _ F o R e V e R

 

I probably shouldn't be telling you this
but no matter what you do to me, I'm
still here ... for some crazy reason I'll
stick around thru the bad times & the
fights .. I'll make up excuses for why
you didn't call, why you never cared''
I'll keep coming back for more even
when you push me away. I think I'm
just staying around so that 1 day when
I finally do leave for good, you'll look
back & say wow, that girl really did
love me --

 

never get attached, because your
heart always ends up getting broken <l3

 

--a northern fairy tale starts out "once upon a time"
a southern fairy tale starts out "yall aint gonna believe this shit"--

 

>>havin` a guy break up with u and tellin` u "we can still be friends" is like havin` ur mom tell u ur dog died but u can still keep it<<

 

( . YoU juSt hAvE . )
( . tO LeArN tO fOrGet . )
( . AbOuT tHe PeOPlE . )
( . WhO fOrGet aBoUt YoU . )

 

You made me like this:
Writing depressing poems,
Staying up too late,
because I just couldn't make
the tears stop falling.
You made me like this.
And out of all honesty
I hope you're happy,
because that's all i want.

 

THEY INGORE EACH OTHER&LOOK THE OTHER WAY
BUT THEY BOTH KNOW DEEP DOWN INSIDE
IT WASN'T SUPPOSE TO END THIS WAY

 

"you know that girl who is always lost. the one with the pretty smile no one can tell is fake? that girl who seems to be so strong, but daily continues to break? you know... that girl who is always there, and seems to have no problems of her own? the one who holds back the tears, until you are off the phone? that girl that is in love, with a guy who tries to understand. that girl who if you reach out, always pulls back her hand? well what a lonely life, what a sad girl she must be. maybe you didn't realize it, but that girl is me."

 

ive never seen the color beautiful
untill i looked into your eyes

 

if you had to see what every day was to me
then I know you wouldn`t say the Shit you do

 

I know we don't talk much and has even been times I've noticed we've walked right by each other without saying a word. There are those times, however, when we see each other, make eye contact, and I know no matter how hard we both try and hide it, that you miss me just as much as I miss you.

 

BEST FRiENDSz ARE THE FAiRYTALESz
0F LiFE -- THEY`VE BEEN THERE SiNCE
0NCE UP0N A TiME AND WiLL STAY
THERE UNTiL F0REVER AFTER..

 

friends are the most important part of your life.
treasure the tears, treasure the laughter
but most of all treasure the memories



i wAs b0rn a swEeT liTTle
inn0cent babY buT tHeSe
gIrLs helPed mE gr0w uP
w!Ld aNd cRaZy*

 

You know that place between asleep and awake, where you still remember dreaming? That's where I will always love you. That's where I'll be waiting.

 

~*~don't ever giv up, if u still wanna try...don;t whipe u eyes, if u still wanna cry...don't stop askin' questions,if u still wanna know...don't say you don't love him, if you can;t let him go~*~

 

its not about who u new the longest... its about who never left ur side...

 

*- WhEN ThInGs ArE GOIn BaD-*-
-*n' SiDeS aRe tAkeN*-
-*-u SeE wHicH fRiEnDs aRe rEaL-*-
-*n' SeE wHicH "fRiEnDs" *R* fAkiN*-

 

~*If yOu ReAlLy LoVe SoMeThInG sEt iT fReE, iF iT cOmEs BaCk iT's YoUrS, iF iT dOeSn'T iT wAs NeVeR MeAnT tO Be

 

«:¤¨¨¤:Some mistakes are too much fun to only make once!:¤¨¨¤:»

 

behind every single bitchy gurl there is an asshole who made her that way

 

[.*wHo dO yOu wAnNa bE*.]
[.*tHe gUy i TeLL mY SeCrEtS tO*.]
[.*oR tHe gUy mY sEcReTs aRe aBoUt*.]

 

if yOu LooK iNsiDe a GirL`s [*.H - e - a - R - t.*] yOu`LL sEe HoW MuCh ShE :'ReaLLy': criEsZ y0u'll finD secrets hidden, Best friends, and Lies buT whaT y0u`LL See thE Most is hOw l| {{HarD }} it iS to sTay [ ( strOng ) ] wheN Nothing`s right anD EveRythinG is wrOng

 

i WaNnA bE tHe GuRl YoU cAlL *uR bAbY* tHe guRl yOu calL *uR OWn* thE gUrl yOu *holD in Ur arMs* And *falL aSleEp wiTh on tHe pHone* tHe guRl Who *maKes uR baD daYs beTtEr* anD thE gUrl thAt wilL maKe yOu saY *mY liFe hAs ChAnGeD eVeR siNce i meT HeR*

 

eVerYthin ChanGeS & nOthin StaYs The SaMe
bUt aS we grOw uP 1 thinG dOes reMain
i wAs wiTh u befOre & wiLl be tiLl The end
nOthing cOuld ever replaCe mY
b e s t * f r i e n d

 

SeXi gUrLz**
dO tHeIr tHaNg**
CuTe GuRlZ**
pLaY tHeIr gAmE**
PrEtTy gUrLz**
bAt tHeIr eYeS**
FLiRtIn gUrLz gEt tHe gUyS!

 

*-*You helped me laugh, you dried my tears, because of you, I have no fears, together we live, together we grow, teaching each other what we must know, you came in my life, and I was blessed I love you girl, you are the best, release my hand, and say good-bye please my friend don't you cry, I promise you this, it's not the end 'cause like I said you're my best friend*-*

DoN't lOoK BaCk I GoT Ya cOvErEd
FoRgEt ThE pAsT wE gOt EaChOtHeR

 

Trying To Be Someone You
Arn't, Is A Waste Of
The Person You Are.

 

Shes just a typical teenage girl
angry, insecure, confused,
she wants you to tell her things will be okay,
but she hates to be lied to*

 

And i'll continue to live
my life knowing i'm a fuck up

 

your the someone i wish i never met..
cuz youre the someone that i want..
and tha somethang i cant ever get.. </3

 

the [s t r o n q e s t] person u see all day...may be the one...who cries themself to sleep at night

 

im not all that and a bag of chips
im the whole fuckin PARTY MIX

 

why am i so afraid to loose you
when ur not even mine

 

somethings just never get better

 

i hope your heart doesnt break
i hope it S H A T T E R S

 

Two parts of me, my mind & my heart. I don’t know which to follow, which part is smart? Without your love I feel so weak, my heart barely beats, my heart’s low on stamina. Baby I’m missing you. These tears kept running, I need you here, not to wipe my tears because you always kept them from coming. But my mind aint admitting to this pain, I wanna walk alone in the rain because I see you happy. Your smile is great to see, even if it’s not by me. Even though I know I love you, my mind tells me it’s alright you’re gone. Because that pretty face, your cute smile, your sweet love...you deserve because I was never good enough

all i ask is that you forever remember me
as the girl who loved you most.

the BEST memories are the ones you can`t explain.

you've got this [ [ s i l l y w a y ] ] of - - > >
keeping me on the __ 'edge of my seat __

its
good
to know
that if i ever
need attention
all i have to do
............ is d i e

Its funny how when you get through a year nothing has seemed to change, but when you look back, everything is different.

as i l00k thrOugh these piCtures i start to c r y*
cus` im finaLLy reaLizing that times fly by. . .
i can plan for the f u t u r e buh i can`t change the past. . .
i juss wish that sOme of these mOments i`ve had wOuld`ve last. . .

wat guys think is love is C-O-M-P-L-E-T-E-L-Y different than wat girls think

i was feeling totally over him,
i told myself it was only a supid crush;
over, done with, but then...
he looked at me...

all my friends ask why i'm so hung up on you
after all the shit that you put me through*
it's hard to explain & i wish they could realize
what it's like to look at you through my eyes//

iin a few years i`m gonna look
back and say yeah he was my '
f i r s t true love but maybe
i won`t have to look back cause
he`ll be right there wiith me <33'

& all she wants ` is someone that will treat *
her riqht. ' someone that will call her
beautiful when she needs it the most
someone that will love her ; endlessly. x3

sOmetimes yOu just need tO decide
whOs wOrth
trying fOr.. and whO
yOu need tO leave behind . maybe
`* i need tO *leave* yOu behind.. *``
.-*-» but maybe i dOnt want yOu gO

youu KN0W it's meant to be
when even at the times you can't stand him
he's still the only person on your MiND

 

I may not get to see you as often as I like. I may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night. But deep in my heart I truly know, you're the one that I love, and I can't let you go


When they asked me what I loved most about life,
I smiled and said you

Nobody needs you
Like I need you...
Nobody could ever love you
The way that I love you...

 

Find arms that will hold you at your weakest,
Eyes that will see you at your ugliest,
And a heart that will love you at your worst.

Then you have found [t r u e l o v e].

 

yOur best friend wouldnt ask questions when you tell them
"we HAVE to kill the guy whO brOke my heart"
they wOuld be running to get the shOveL.

 

|Old mr. webster |could {never} define
What's being said between
//your heart and mine\\

 

peOple say i've changed sO much
but the hOnest truth is . . i just grew up

 

mE + mY gUrLz r da mind sHoCkin.bodii roCkin
EarTh sHakin.monEY makin siTTin HigH.Lo0kin
FLii kinda gUrLz da 1'z daddii warnEd u b0uT b4

.. i love these cold winter niGhts
cause it just gives me an excuse
to be wrapped up *  in your arms
 

yO R mY|-R i T e-| WhEn eVeRyThInGs |-W r O n G-|
U R aLwAyS |T h E r E| 2 kEeP mE |-s T r O n G-|
U |-D r Y-| mY TeArS wEn i WaNtEd To |-C r Y-|
U mAdE mY LiFe wOrTh |-L i V i N-| wHeN i WaNtEd To |-D i E-|

[ i bet u`ll never remember ]
[ tha thingz ill neva f0rget `]


 · ···x··· · · · · · ···x··· · · · · · ···x··· · · · ·
iif yOo dOnt liike me ..theres nOthiinq
ii can dO.. nEwSfLaSh bii*ch --»
ii dOnt liive tO please yOo
· · · ···x··· · · · · · ···x··· · · · · · ···x··· · ·

 

you got the kinda k i s s that'll speed a heartbeat up
and you got the kinda touch that'll give me the chills

the only GUY that deservers you is... the one who thinks HE doesn't

Giving up doesn't mean I'm weak...
It means I'm strong enough to let you go

i just miss the way yOu make me smile

the way you make me laugh when i dont even wanna

then way you would come up behind me and say

" baby i love you nd ill never let you go "

Good friends will be there to take your drink

away   from   you  when they think you have

                                                had enough.

Best friends  will  look  at  yo u stumbling  all

over  the  place  and say Bitch, drink the rest

    of that.You know we dont waste that shit!
i told him i was totally  falling  for him

so he whispered  in my ear i'll be here

                        to catch you baby <3

|Old mr. webster |could {never} define What's being said between //your heart and mine\\

 

 

i`m not Cinderella. I`m not even close


One  smile  from  him  makes  my  five   am  wake  up

cold  shower  Nothing  to  wear   -  no  hair  spray  left

missed the bus - late for  class / whole day worth while

 

 

» In every girl’s life, there will

always be th0se 3 guys....

[The one she loves] // [the one

she hates] & [the one she can't

get - enough of]. & In the end_

their all the same guy «`-

 

Sometimes i wish he would just walk right up

to me && kiss me without a care in the world


Saturday, December 10, 2005

I know, third entry for today. This is sooo cute, but it's also sad!

 

It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind of boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. That only lasted for a little while though. We would meet at the fence all the time and we were always together.

I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet he would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home we would always talk about what happened in school. One day I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart. He just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kinda thing that I was feeling.

All through high school and even through graduation we're always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently. On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everybody went home I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him.

I went home hurting because I didn't tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him just how I felt. All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York, I was happy for him but at the same time I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn't tell him how I felt. But I couldn't let him know now that he was leaving for his big job. So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn't tell him what I had inside my heart.

Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished. One day I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know that I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding the next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn't spoil what should be the happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering up my sadness tears inside of me.

I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight, he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happy to see me. I came home and just tried to forget about what went on in New York. I had to go on with my life. As the years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting worried as to why he hadn't written anything for a long time after I had already written 6 letters to him. Well, just when everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: "meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things". I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken-hearted and sad inside. We hugged until we couldn't breathe anymore.

Then he told me about the divorce and why he hadn't written for a long time. He cried until he couldn't cry anymore. Finally, we went back to the house and talked and laughed about what I had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all of this, I couldn't tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problem and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it came time for him to leave back to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn't wait for him to come so I could be with him. We would always have fun when we were together.

One day he didn't show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy. The days turned into months and I just forgot about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport. And that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart. I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn't come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions why did this happen to a kind guy like him?

I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, things were given to his family and his ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided. But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn't get him happy, as he was that night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary that of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn't know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California. As I flew on the plane I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written.

The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken-hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he had felt. That is why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, "today I will tell her I love her". It was the day he was killed. The day I was going to finally find out what was really in his heart.

If you love someone, don't wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe that next day will never come at all.



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